Went to catch Percy Jackson and the stupid lightning theif . I swear the show sucks . Is like go go power rangers ! -.- I swear its worse than Harry Potter . Never mind about that . Guess what . I had my dinner at 4 , and i'm still bloated til now which is 8 . I guess i can survive throughout the night . Bro's booking in today , and his last words before he left home was :" eh backside , study hard ah . Promise . " PFFT . I am , since when am i not -.- only mom thinks i'm not , 'cause everytime when i'm having breaks , is the time that she sees me . And what was i doing during breaks ? Computer . So i'm forever not studying and facing the computer all day to her . Never mind . Guess what , bro bought me ear piece , and they cost a bomb . Omg , was really thankful . Watching Mission Impossible now . I regretted watching Percy Jackson , the movie at home was better -.-

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DINNER AT COUSIN'S HOUSE !

Went home immediately after a tiring day of school . I was really really tired today , comparing to the normal tired everydays i have , today's the worse . I fell asleep immediately i put my head on my table . And i swear Li Min didn't have a good day either , cause she has been really bored cause i'm sleeping with my eyes open and brain shut during lessons . She tried to talk to me , is either i open my eyes and didn't hear what she's saying , or i was sleeping and totally too tired to not ignore her . Felt really bad after she wrote a letter to me telling me about how she felt , its like she tried to talk to me but i didn't bother all because i'm too tired . Shermaine was sleepy too . I swear today was damn funny , we two were dozing off and our heads move downwards at exactly the same time . Ms Lee was being damn nice to not scold us about it . Went back home after school and got a phone call from mom that we're having dinner at cousin's house (: Great , went there after getting ready . Awesome food (: Guess that's about it .

Audrey Gan : POWDER GUN !!! :D HAHAH , just a little birthday note on you on my blog k ? I didn't expect to be in the same class as you for three years , and its gonna be throughout the whole of our seconday school life . You can be really annoying at times , but also at the same time nice lah , so not so bad still (: Thank God i got you beside me for POA lesson , if not i think mrs rethinam will just chew us all up . HAH , HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY and thanks for the cookies that you baked last year ! :D I remembered! (: Love you !

Ang Li Min : Hey love , i'm sorry that i didn't really talk to you today cause i'm just so tired . You might be wondering why am i so tired everytime though i've always been sleeping early at night . Too bad lah , you got a friend like me who has to hibernate at least 10 hours a day like a polar bear to recharge battery . Ah , don't worry , i'll try my best to keep myself awake . If not i don't mind you hitting me everytime i doze off like what i did to Shermaine the other day during Humanities lesson . (: And anyway , not like i'm very good person to entertain you , cause its not like whatever i say would cheer you up or what . Sometimes i find that i'm just craping some rubbish that has no link to any topic that you're saying , and you didn't say anything except noding your head . So i thought i shouldn't bother you cause i find that i'm just irritating you at the wrong time everytime .So yeah , that's about it . Love you , thanks for all the letters .

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Shall blog about today . Its some reunion dinner day , and its also a day that mom would cook the best dishes , and its also a day that my family and i had the most quietest dinner of the year . Shan't talk about the unhappy stuffs , cause they just spoil my chinese new year . Had mushrooms , egg , tofu , spinach , fish and spicy japanese cucumber for dinner . Quite simple , but awesome (: Shall talk about siblings . Heard from many of my friends that younger siblings were annoying and irritating . Thinking back , i was a younger sibling too . In fact , i was the youngest . And hearing from whatever bro has got to say about me when i was young , if i were him , i wouldn't tolerate such a sister for altogether more than 10 years . They said i would go into their room when they were studying for their exams , and started to take away their stationeries , books , and other stuffs that they need for the exam . And when they had no choice but to snatch them away from me , i'll just start crying , and that's when they both got scolded by mom for so called "bullying" me . HAH , i don't know if i should laugh about it , cause if i were them , i've no patience for all these nonsense , especially during the period of time when i'll be having my exams . I thought i'll just lock my younger sibling up in a room and make sure i'll only let him or her out after i have finished my studying to prevent them from getting on my nerves while studying . I know that sounds really mean and "cruel" , but still , that's me (: I've friends , juniors , seniors or same age , many of them had younger siblings , and they find them annoying and they didn't really treat them well . What i told them was that , treat them like as though they were your age , whether they're irritating or not . Cause after all , they'll mature and realised that whatever they're doing is annoying to others and they'll also have more brains to think of what's right and what's wrong . Come on , i'm a younger sibling too . And i can totally understand how all younger sibilings feel when the older sibling didn't treat them well and take as though they didn't exist . It wasn't good , in fact it was really really really terrible , and i dare admit i cried alot when i was young cause of these stupid things . But after i reached the age of 12 , my siblings started to treat me better , cause they knew that i've grown . And they'll start to understand you better and treat you more like an adult , because it was indeed true that you're growing up . In fact , sometimes they even listened to whatever i've got to say . They won't be like : " mei mei shut up , you don't know anything . " You'll feel that you got your place at home , and in them . And the feeling was indeed a comfort for me . I didn't thought they'll treat me any better when i grow up . Yeah , in the end they did . I was glad (: Now i get : " mei mei , any objection ? " HAH , thank God i've got pillars to support at home now . (:

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AFTER CNY CELEBRATION OUTING !

HAHAH ! Today was just so cute . We got our 12 animals performance for Chinese New Year , and i swear i didn't expect any one to shout my name while i was performing . I heard Nat's voice , Dione's , most 3/8s , some 3/7s and 3/9s . I was shocked , and then i'm like ah shhhhh !!! Don't distract and stress me out if not i'll screw up !!! " HAHA , after performing , went back to hall to watch the rest of the performance . Shermaine and Beverly were damn funny , i saw them and they're like : " Hey horse-y ! " HAHAHA , omg they all recognise me !!!! Meaning the make up wasn't thick enough ! HEH . Was really hyper today . Adeline gave me some Valentine's day present . And i swear the squishy cupcake/cookie/kueh she baked was damn damn damn nice though its really soft . Thanks love for that ! :D Though i could tell that you were really fucked up today cause of lao shi , you're still the awesome senior that i had kay ? You and Nat rock (: And i was fucked up too , so fucked up that i've to tear to make myself feel better . I was feeling so terrible that i've to keep chilling myself down by sitting at a corner . So don't listen to whatever lao shi has gotta say , she sucks , that simple . And i think she knew that we both were fucked up cause of the costume , she let us have a change , but still -.- Don't bother . Ah next , saw Gloria and Gina . They were sort of giving me a "you were really funny up there" look . And i gave the " hmmph ! Never mind " face . HAHA , i was just super hyper today that i hugged Natasha/Nicole and Joanne so hard that they got problem breathing . I suddenly wished the 2009 sec 4s gymnasts were here . They've been so great , but all've graduated except Adeline , who's graduating next year :( Hmm , shan't elaborate about unhappy stuffs . After that , me and Li Min met up with Gloria , Gina , Francesca , Verlyn , Durga , Abigail and Grace Quek ( i don't know , i just saw her at the bus stop , she'll being going amk ) . Set off to town !

Everyone went for movie except me and li min , cause i've no cash left and li min doesn't wanna watch so i'll just accompany her and not pang sei her . I swear today was just awesome man . Its also a good day to exercise with Li Min , cause we basically just waste our time turning the whole town just to find Rachel and Miranda -.- We were both really pissed , cause they kept changing venues of where to meet . At the same time when we roam around town , we had fun . Though our legs were hurting like shhhiiitt , we talked and laughed along our way . (: I swear going out one friend is not a good idea , for me . Cause it'll just be like : where to go next ? " " don't know , up to you ah ." " you choose ah , i seriously have no idea where to head to ." Okay this is just rubbish , wasting time . But i think there's something more to it . After meeting up with Rachel and Valerie , we suddenly felt like we were back to life . We started talking about stupid stuffs and laughed . There's this guy that was really damn afraid that he can't get up the escalator , so afraid that i'm actually standing together with Valerie , he practically pushed me , but too bad i stepped on already so he just gave me the " tsk " look . Hello ? The escalator will disappear if you wait for one more second is it ? Where's his manners ? And he's not an old man that doesn't look not educated . Will you die if you wait for the person that is suppose to step on first before you ? One more incident . I was walking with Limin , Rachel and Valerie at ION . I was finding something in my bag while walking . Guess what . I wasn't blocking the way , though i don't have eyes behind my head . We were walking towards our left . This guy was rushing , and he just pushed me aside . He kept quiet , without saying excuse me , and after knocking into me from behind , he didn't apologise . I didn't expect an apology , because i thought most educated people would say that , or at least those that have a mother to teach them manners . I just gave them a "its fine you didn't push me , i just suddenly feel like falling down , so i purposely trip myself " look . Please , the road is so wide that i think it can fit like 15 of my friends including me standing in a row . Is he so fat that he has to squeeze/push me even though he's rushing ? And shouldn't him be finding some bigger space to walk into since he's rushing ? Sometimes i just don't understand people . -.- Never mind , i'll just treat as though nothing happened . Grrrr .. Never mind .

Tomorrow would be reunion dinner , and i'm so gonna get an unwanted guest at home , and cause of her , dinner would be so quiet and weird . Thanks man , if dad didn't force me to call you for tomorrow's, the best is that , the further you go , the better . Don't break up the family .

Great work for everyone today , especially Kristiania , Esther , Nicole , Natasha , Joanne , Alexis , Rachel , Jafni , Jaslyn , Melissa and Adeline ! What ever lao shi's gonna say after that , I believe we've done our best (: Lets everyone all face competition together ! Rock on , gymnasts ! :D

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Today was just boring , cramps got worse , and i think LiMin got irritated hearing all my complaints and stuffs . Never mind about that . Got history graded assignment . Grah , so humanities -.- School was as boring as usual . nothing much to blog about , i just suddenly miss Gloria , Gina , Aubrey , Li Min , caroline and me being all together . That day'll never come , will it ?

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MASSIVE SOCIAL STUDIES TEST .
Hah , common test was social studies , graded assignment was social studies , and i think there're more of social studies coming up . Altogether i guess i did like 5 sources . But the graded assignment was easier yeah . Went home after that , got cramps . Terrible day . Thanks and sorry Li min for tolerating my complaints today , and i'll tolerate yours , don't worry , if you really needa let everything out . (:

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Omg today was just awesome , though quarreled with mom before going out , the usual thing . Went out for some trainers meeting thing after piano , meet kris at school , was so so so sorry to be that late . Ah never mind . Reached some aspen heights condo in a few minutes , had fun . After everything , went shermaine's house instead of town . Quite upset though , cause when i pass by town on the cab , i suddenly feel so home . HAHA , but it okay . Cause i believe there'll be somemore days that'll be like that . Shermaine's mom being damn nice , even boutght dinner for me , but of course , i die also will pay her back (: Thanks shermaine , and sorry kris for all the stupid things that happened today . i love you people , and thanks .

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Goodbye bro , see you chinese new year .

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Its just a few hours to 10.45 am tomorrow . Though i dare not think about this , but i just gotta face it . People might just think that its just army and i get to see bro every weekend , but they'll never understand how it feels like leading a life like mine . Daily routines can be really boring and stress . But no one would really understand how i feel everytime i had to drag my feet to and fro school . The journey itself is enough to kill me .

 To my dearest brother :

Hey backside , remember the times when we always run around at grandpa's house and mom would give us a you-two-will-get-it-from-me-once-you-all-reach-home look ? HAHA , thinking back , you were only 12 and i was 7 . Grandpa would chase us around the house with the cane threatening to cane us ( but obviously he wouldn't cause he loves us so much though he has uncountable grandchildrenssssss ) with a bunch of cousins ? Big bro would find all of us lame and he'll sit aside to watch the television while we'll produce a new nonsense everyweek . That day would never come again , and i missed that day , a lot . 'Cause we've all grown up ,  i can't possibly be running around with you again . It'll be so weird . Sending you off was not a very good thing , i expect ? None of us wants you to leave , not even mom , the usual "must-cane-you-cause-you're-most-of-the-time-naughty" . You might be with a bunch of buddies when we reach pasir ris tomorrow , but its fine (: As long as you smile before going in , we're all happy :D Well you might be too happy to even notice us there after mixing with people . Too busy , i guess ? but its really fine . You might not read this , or you might not even know about this , cause i can share everything with you except this . I don't want to see you upset cause i'm upset before going in . You told us that you looked forward to going into army for some reason cause you don't wanna stay at home , but a few days ago , you told me you would miss home and all the fun we all had together with big bro and how we tease dad on how fat / how many gazillion times my size . Haha , i might be a smallie at home for all i know , but i'm nice (: AND YOU KNOW THAT :D I know it wouldn't be the same after 2 years after you come out , an example was big bro . We hardly had any topic to talk about when he reached home during weekends , he was just so tired that he lay dead on the bed before even showering . I kinda expect that from you too , cause i know you're like him and me , we all hibernate like polar bears . I don't know ? But 9 hours of sleep is not enough for me , call me a pig . I'm going out on saturday with a large group of awesome buddies i had , but i'm not sure if it'll turn out to be good , cause its after you left :(  One more incident , i could still remember the time when i was 5 . Our family of 5 were crossing a road , and mom and dad were walking in front , you, me and big bro were walking behind . The car almost knocked me down cause as you know , big bro got the i don't give a shit attitude so he just told us to watch out for cars and he joined mom and dad . You ran together with him , leaving me behind , you ran , so i decided to follow ! And the car stopped inches away from me with a damn loud horn that almost make my ears bleed . You got scolded from mom after that . HAHA , sorray , you got me to take care of almost 24/7 of my childhood days (: But you need not now , cause i've grown up . Be glad , enjoy army if you can . I'll call you at night (: I wanna bed time storries :D HEH . no lah , please . Too tired to listen . I'm sorry for being such a screw up sister , who forever disappoint you with all the stupid stuffs that i do without using my brains . You can beg me to study for this minute and the next minute i'll just forget about everything . But one more thing that you can't escape is that you've got a sister like me . (: I'll miss you , see you chinese new year (: I'll try to stay normal as i see you off , but 99.99999 % i won't make it as you know .
Love you teddy bear , you must be back , cause i want you back .

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Hmm , guess what ? Its 2 more days to go . When my life's gonna be so boring and shit . So far , nobody in the family mentioned anything about bro's going into prison day , but i bet all of them can't bear him to leave . Though big bro's got the i-don't-give-a-shit face , but i know he's rather upset cause no one would be there to fight him in frozen throne . Mom would miss the times when 2nd bro loves to make her angry and would cane him when he doesn't hand in work during his primary school days . Dad would miss the time when he got beaten by 2nd bro for chinese chess . I would miss every single thing about him . He did lots of stuffs for me . Some little tiger vocab book , stretch cords , print nice piano pieces , coach me in studies , cover my blanket for me when i'm about to sleep at times , cheer me up when i fucked up simple tests and exams , explain things to me , gives me useful advices , get scolded by mom and dad together when we're not obedient , help one another when we got caned by mom and dad when we were young cause we're playful , bringing back the tuba during his secondary school days to "join" music with me at 11.30 pm when we would wake the whole world up , had study sessions together , meals together , island creamery together , 6th avenue's durian stall together , volleyball together , lots and lots more , so many that i couldn't remember all of them . What i heard was that when i was just 1 year old plus , he came home after school and steal a bite from my biscuit , and immediately i cried so loudly that i thought i would tear the roof down . Thinking back was just all the fun we had together . He understands me best and he never failed to encourage me and make sure i stand up myself to carry on . He wants the best in me and he would make sure i do well in my studies . We share almost everything together . Can i possibly share something with someone that i don't usually share with ? Not even 1st bro . Though he's still my brother , but we're not as close , meaning it wouldn't be the same . So what if anyone could do whatever 2nd bro can ? Its just different . 2 more days , and i swear i'll treasure every single minute .

Love you bro , you've always made yourself the best childhood buddy (:

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