title: HAPPY NEW YEAR !
Hmm , went to school for gym , and met Dione and Adeline and Wavven and Kenneth at serene macs to munch on stuffs before heading to some arts museum . Uli and Nigel came after a while . That day was super funny i swear . Got entertained by Dione , Kenneth and Wavven . I was laughing so hard . Left for home and i swear i shouldn't have rushed . I can be so effing dumb that nobody would be as dumb as me . I swear . Ah , its a new year and school's starting in 3 days time . Can you imagine that ? I'm 15 next year . Hmmm , that's fast , i could still remember when not long ago i was still 4 or 5 . And now i'm like 10 years older . Time flies ? Shall share about 2009 then . Its been a great year , though lots of things happened , be it pleasant or unpleasant . But every year i'll just make more and more friends . Of course not forgeting my primary school days , the most fun thing ever was when i was in primary 5 and 6 ? HAH , its like when we were graduating after PSLE , we've lots of fun and we felt as though we all have grown . Next year , i would be some upper secondary student stuck in St Margaret's school . The friends were just awesome there , cause they were really nice ? And for one thing that i liked about St Margs is that friends ( i mean real friends ) there don't look down on you . Most of them treated everyone equally . Talking about beginning of 2009 , i could still remember how i upset i was to be posted to 2/7 . Many of my friends were in 2/6 and i thought i was gonna be very lonely and such but it obviously didn't turn out to be that case ? HAH . Apart from sec 1's clique's Shermaine , Li Min and Caroline Cho , and the fun people Jiang Yun , Audrey and Caroline Halim , i met Jillyn , Shalini , Melissa Tan and Wong and Tao Pang . Jillyn's someone in class that'll forever do foolish and lame things to make me laugh . Well i seriously can't help it but to laugh ? Shalini is my 961 bus partner . My first impression of her was that she's some bossy person . HAHAH , but of course she's not . She'll just keep smiling ? and smiling . Which is sometimes quite scary . Contagious laughter . Melissa Tan's some skinny bamboo that's not very outspoken . Nice though . She told me : " my father best . thought my birthday was in april so he bought me a birthday present when my birthday is in May . " HAH , i'm like omg , how long've you not talk or live with your dad . Tao Pang did me a great great favour in my Sec 2 life . Frankly speaking . When i skipped lessons cause of competition , she'll be there to help me in my work . Everytime when i'm sleepy in class and i just forget about listening , she'll explain things out to me . We would go home together and take bus together ( when i'm early enough ) . Though she doesn't really have her own decisions and everything , she lead a simple and easy life . Not forgeting that she'll also join us for fun and also laugh with us for stupid things as usual . Rachel Oun , i bet she has no curfew , but she's also been really nice , and having her as a play mate is of course a good thing , cause to me its all the company that counts yeah . We might not be in the same class next year but she's still an awesome playmate (: Mei yen is known as the polar bear in class , love having sitting down games with her . she's been really nice too ! and not forgeting that she'll help me find songs on the internet (: thanks Meiyen ! :D Audrey's next . Audrey's someone who sat in front of me in class , making my life beside ANDREA LEE more memorable . HAHA , thanks Auds ! And Audrey also light up my day by saying stupid things about Disco ball . Especially during Humanities lessons . HAH , same class next year Auds ! Happy new year ! Next . Celeste . I swear i'll never forget the time that we sat on the floor listening to mp3 when Mr Kelvin Chua came in . I was shocked seriously . I'm like what happens if he were to find out and the mp3 got confiscated . HAHA , you've made yourself an awesome classmate that'll sometimes make teachers angry like me lor ! :D HEH , like mrs shum , and omg if i get her any more year in my life in st margs i'll just end my life . HAHA , 1st class uh ! Goodl uck with A maths ! Moving on to Shermaine . I've no comments , really . She'll just be a baby and whine about small things in the morning when she's tired ( everyone's tired-.-) , be a pervert in the afternoon when she's slightly awake and be really sweet when school's over , she'll hug people and then bye bye . Li Min is also someone i can laugh with since sec 1 though my relationship with her wasn't really good during sec 1 days cause of some stupid misunderstanding with a midget (: HAHAH , feel like laughing about it . And we were thinking about the same thing when we became a clique . Caroline Cho , Hmmm frankly speaking , wasn't really close to her anymore , quite upset though . But we're classmates still , so its fine (: Aubrey . She can be quite upset over things and be like me , don't feel like talking and sharing about it . 'Course she's nice , my piano mate ! :D Somebody one grade higher than me uh ! 7 eh , though . Good luck though (: Gloria is someone that i can share small stuffs with . I mean some big stuffs is like i don't normally share with her ? Maybe some family thingy . But i love her house , its the best place for some movie marathon and such . She've some play station thingy that is quite funny . Gina is like my teddy bear . She's really someone that i can rely on for problems . She does what is right for you , be it whether you like it or not . I can asked her for answers to my homework : " NO . " she said , in a firm and clear tone , shaking her head . I didn't blame her for that , in fact i sort of thank her for that , cause she's really a truthful friend . Gina Awesomeness (: Moving on to gymmates , they're the best people . Dione said we were army mates . Actually , quite . TALKING ABOUT DIONE KEH , as i always said , depression is not a problem when she exist in your life . I SWEAR . Wavven and Kenneth were exactly like her . No comments . Dione can be really sweet , but UNPREDICTABLE . Really . She is fine with you spoiling her things , as long as you apologise sincerely . But she might be not fine with it , if she's not in her best of moods . After all , she made me laugh . I can get pissed with her over small things or big things whatever , but i'll just forget about whenever she made me laugh by just doing a forward roll out of no where . And then there go everyone : HAHAHAHA . " Dione introduced the whole world to me . So many that i can't fit everyone in my small brain . Away from Dione , its Adeline . I can just trust everything to her . Like seriously everything . She knows my deepest of the deepest secrets , whether i know hers or not , doesn't really matter , but she can be trusted . She understands exactly how i feel , though she didn't exactly experience what i did experience . It started off with me finding that she looked really scary and fierce in gym , cause she trains alone , sits alone and most of the time have breaks alone . I didn't really dare talk to her at first , but i became to know her more when she started pressing me down for split . Just that one time , we began talking . I remembered exactly what we talked about . She shared about her experience in gym , about how badly she sucked and now she's like the best . She sort of resembled me when she talks about her life in gym , I came into gym without knowing what's gym and i'm freaking serious about it . I thought it the artistic way , and i've totally no clue on what i'm doing when laoshi told me to take the equipment to practice . ( i was thinking , i don't see any equipment used during artistic gym ) It rhythmic . I see . And i didn't really work hard for it , and i was side by side with Adeline and Jin hui (: Best gymmates including Dione . Orientation optionals 2010 ! :D Awesomeness . I really can't wait to train together again . I've no idea though , when there's no gym i'd look forward for gym , but when there's gym , i just feel like rotting and die . I barely survived in gym , but Dione , Adeline and Jin hui encouraged me and push me to work harder . Especially the juniors , when you see them improving under the hands of yours , the feeling of satisfaction is indescribable . Esther , Jafni , Kristiania , Jaslyn , Germaine , Nicole , Natasha , Yi Ching . Best juniors (: Well , wishes everyone a happy new year ! :D I've to chiong my studies for sec 3 . nightmare . |
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title: Cleared the misunderstanding . Had great time laughing during training again today cause of DIONE again . Haha , usual thing , she said she saw some bangla wearing the gymfest shirt . Me and Adeline were like EWWWW... HAHAH . New years eve tomorrow ! :D
Labels: Glad that you came today and also that i've cleared a misunderstanding with you. |
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title: Gym sucks today . I'm damn damn damn vexed . Shall end here .
Labels: i miss you and i've something for you ., Please come for gym tomorrow |
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title: Christmas with family ! HAH , heading to novena to have some buffet dinner . Awesomenessssss (: Yesterday was indeed fun , but i think today i will just gain another 10kg before going home .. And i think just bro alone will make the money very worth it . HAHAH , nothing to say about that , my family eats alot , like seriously . BUFFET HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!! (:
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title: MERRY CHRISTMAS !
Awesome day out with Adeline . Though its not like we really had fun but its the company that counts (: Met some friend of Adeline's and went to watch Avatar . Quite okay but i just felt really really dizzy . And the movie is so freaking long that i thought i'll just vomit and pee and shit on Adeline -.- I'm feeling so terrible , but the movie was quite good (: Heh , then went to find another SOMEBODY at some TWG place that sells tea and stuffs . The small small biscuit is so awesome that Adeline spent like 8 bucks on it . Crazy . HAHAH , and then church in the evening ! :D Brian told me : 6 at church! " but in the end i saw him 7,30pm at church , rushing off to the toilet to pee -.- luckily i didn't come at 6 if not i really dont' know what to do . Went church and see nobody , so Adeline called Joel and we went coffee shop to see them . Zhen Ming , Nicholas and Joel were eating dinner while me and Adeline sipped plain water . Poor thing . AH ! I missed out Nicholas' name for the drawing thingy ! Feel damn bad , its like i gave Zhen Ming and Joel then i search for Nicholas ... SHIT DON'T HAVE . AHHHH ......... HAHAH , anyway , owe him one ! (: and then saw Dione . Received 3 presents today : Claire's , Dione's and Big Brian's (: HAHAH , gave out whatever i wrote for people today , most of them appeared to be damn shock , and they were like : " omg thank you su hui ! " HAH , no prablermmmmmm (: Wavven made fun of me -.- Hate the sore throat .. Awesome day out ! :D Thanks Adeline for company today ! :D |
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title: BODY GUARDS AND ASSASINS !
Whoa awesome man .. The Killing ! The sphere just pierced into the intestines and dig every single rubbish out and then splash ! Red paint . And the person go : EEEAARRRRRHHH !!! And there he is , on the floor , lying in a huge amount of red paint like in the swimming pool . Guess what's mom's reaction . She's covering her mouth , eye wide-d , and then : " OH MY GAWD . " Haha , and Dad was frowning for some reason , like as though he hated the bad guy in the movie and wanted to do the victim a favour to kill him . CHILLL DADDDD... HAH . The ending was quite sad though , everyone had to sacrifice themselves for China . And the little girl is damn damn damn cute !!! Omg sometimes i wished i've a younger sister , but i am one -.- Sad thing . HEH . Meeting Adeline at the blue cover walk way near my house , and then we'll dress up and do up everything before heading to town to see somebody i don't know -.- Adeline didn't tell me much about it , and i was thinking scully somebody appear then i feel so light bulb :p HAHAHAHAHHAHAH . Hmmmmmm , Christmas ! :D Tomorrow's so gonna be an awesome day out ! (: SEEEE YAAWWWWWWWW !!!! (: |
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title: BAKING !
What should i say about today ? Just totally awesome (: Met Adeline , Esther and Jafni at Marsiling station at 10 so i could fetch them to my house . The cookies turned out to be quite nice . I didn't expect it to turn out good though , cause if i'm not wrong we missed out on some ingredients and some step weren't right . HAHAH , awesomeness :D After that Esther and Jafni went Kristiania's house while Adeline and i went town . Omg i feel so home again (: TOWN ! :D HEH . And then we went back to school for some reason and we eventually train . We were just trying our best to be synchronise our aeroplane spin and back leg spin . Awesome man and oh , i'm so gonna get muscle ache again cause i haven't been training for like how long ? I dare not think what will happen on 29th to the 31st of December . Massive gym training .. GRAH ... Anyway , thanks to Esther , Jafni and Adeline for today ! :D Must bake again ah ! |
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title: BOWLING !!!
Today was awesome at Raffles Town Club with cousins (: Yeahp , bowling , and i beat kiddo for 4 games straight :D HEH . Striked for twice , though i haven't been bowling for a year i guess ? And the last time i went bowling was the time i got a scar on my left palm cause a number 12 ball dropped on my leg . Well done yeah ? No comments . After that was buffet ! (: I ate like free ? I guess i even forgotten how much i've eaten ? Lamb , beef , fish , chicken , fried rice , noodles , beef broth , shark's fin soup , uncountable prawns , 6 slices of ham , 2 cups of blackcurrant drink , 2 slices of sashimi , a serving of potato salad . WOW . I won't be eating this much if the food isn't awesome . HAHA , baking cookies with Adeline , Esther and Jafni tomorrow at home ! :D Bet it's gonna be so awesome even if it wouldn't turn out to be nice . Company that counts (: HEH , and then we'll be gyming (: SEE YA GUYS ! :D |
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title: Woke up at 11.45 today . So far its my latest waking up time . Can't believe i slept so long . Well i wasn't exactly very tired yesterday . Mom's out to NUH for some appointment , Dad's out to library and then to gran's house , 1st bro's at vietnam , leaving me and 2nd bro at home . At this kind of situation , obviously we both had to settle lunch ourselves . Sad case . Meaning its either coffee shop or packed food . Can't wait for mom to be back for the first time to bring us out ! :D
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title: 14.09.95 is a date before 13.12.95 .
Happy birthday Gloria ! HAHAH , looking back , its been a long time ever since we've got a proper clique outing yeah ? Quite sad , seeing all of us drifting further and further :( Well , sorry that i can't catch new moon with you guys to celebrate yours and Shermaine's birthday , if you can make it you can try to go to Shermaine's place cause i'll be there for her birthday . (: We wouldn't be the same class next year you smart ass ! HAH , but we'll still be there for one another when troubles comes right ? If my brain is not dead or should i say about to be dead , i remembered us promising one another that we'll still be together as a clique even though we're not in the same class yeah ? Glad that i haven't broken the promise yet and most probably i won't unless for some reasons . I was sort of surprised that you even remembered my birthday . Cause its like everyone is busy doing their own stuffs and what i received from you was : " HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEH MEH . " HAH , touched touched :) Though its not the same anymore like how we were when we were sec 1 , but i can promise you that i've good enough memory to remember everyone's birthday . (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY , I LOVE YOU , I MISS YOU AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON . (: |
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title: Piano today just sucks though teacher didn't say anything . Sight reading . The most i can do now is to make ti just right for the passing mark . Not feeling right today . Shan't elaborate about it . I miss Adeline and Dione , though Dione and i just met not long ago . I look forward for bro's arrival ! (:
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title: SMOOTH JOURNEY DA GE !
Its bro's departure to vietnam today for some school overseas trip thingy and me and mom woke up at like 3 am to send him there :) :( I Slept at 11.30 . Oh never mind . Bro promised to get something nice for me when he comes back ! YAYYYY ! :D DA GE AWESOMENESS (: Shopped at the airport for a while and ended myself at coffee bean , cheesssseee cake ! (: And then back home . Labels: i miss you, i swear ., like hell |
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title: Today was great ? Or should i say will be ? HAHA , woke up early the morning at 10 ( i mean its quite early for holidays though for me to sleep at 12 plus the day before ? ) and realised that yesterday night's supper was still not digested ? And here comes my breakfast to make sure my stomach explodes soon enough . (: Great . Lunch was quite shit , its noodles with curry sauce thingy that taste really gross . Well , its packed food from downstairs . Absolutely no comments about it . Heading to Dione's house later to do homework together . Guess i'm just gonna laze around -.- I can't wait for more outings when ever i see Dione or Adeline or my clique , cause they just remind me of fun fun and more fun . Which i don't think its a very good thing when ever a thought came across my mind to settle down to finish up the stack of homework . OFF TO MEET DIONE !
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title: Nothing much today , i'm just dying of boredom at home . I am doing my holiday homework . Amazing eh ? Its just some maths though . Shall talk about yesterday . Malaysia til late at night . It was awesome , i must say . SUSHI KING ! I swear the waiter got a shock to see how much food my family ordered . Just bros , they ordered like 50 ringgit . And then adding me , mom and dad , the bill was 252.48 ringgit . Damn cheap , we ate like we haven't been eating for 10 years . And when the food comes , the table wasn't big enough to occupy all of our food . HAHA . Other customers were just staring , probably shocked at the amount my family eats . We were so full that we can hardly move during shopping . We ate like as though everything on the menu is free (: AHHAHAH . Shopped for 1st bro as he's flying to vietnam for some school trip thingy next year and also some new year clothes for him . We took like hours finding a pair of jeans for him , cause his waist is so small that i think if he grew around 2 or 3 inches skinnier , i wouldn't mind sharing my jeans with him (: HAHAH , must share share , least i haven't forgoten what my kindergarden teacher taught me , daddy didn't waste money . HEH , he's waist is like 28 or 29 ? And please , that's bloody skinny for guys , like some bamboo stick that mom uses them to hang the clothes out to dry . 2nd bro's like 32 ? -.-
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title: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER THAM SHI MIN !!!!!!!!!!!
14 is a bigger number than 13 . Ah haha , 14's a bigger number than 13 (: Back to the point , you've made yourself an awesome flexi skinny junior by tolerating my nonsense during gym ( though i'm older but i've a 5 year old small brain , unlike your 13 year old ) . You've potential to do well , and i can see that you want your very best . As you're gonna be in ji ti for 2 years , i can see that you're trying hard to work together with teammates and also trying to fit into them . Ji ti isn't tough , but i thought the tough part would be the bonding of teammates . Different people have different point of views and for you being just a leader cannot control everybody's thinking . Yeah , i agree its not easy being some level head thingy , but from what i see is that you're managing it quite well , which is a good thing (: As what i've mention in your letter that i look forward to being teammates with you in future , indeed i do , but you've to get yourself out of xjt first and compuls . ( for goodness sake , the routine sucks , so judging your flexibility , you shouldn't be ending up there ) What i feel is that optional sucks too , but it'll definitely be cooler and you'll be very satisfied and contented with yourself when you can master your own routine right . And please , no one has your routine . Isn't that awesome ?! :D But lao shi , your future juniors , gymmates that are not as good as you , would put high hopes on you , and it'll definitely be stressful and you'll also feel bad when you can't do it well . I mean like everyone look upon you , and you disappoint them , that's what i'm feeling now and adding that you people kept saying my routine is cool , it just made me feel worse . Yeah , worse of all , you're alone by yourself if you forget your routine . You won't have teammates to cry with you when everyone gets emotional , you won't have any one to really understand what you've been through so far , you've to bear with everything by yourself . Optionals can be cool and fun , but you got to be independent and understand that nobody's gonna give a shit about you . The only thing that optional teammates can do is that they help you out with your moves and encourage you and nothing else . You got to learn to stand up on your own feet and be discipline enough to work hard for yourself . As usual , i'll be waiting for the day to come to compete together with you . (: Happy birthday . love , AWESOMEST SENIOR OF ALL , HUIHUI. SAKURA BUFFET FOR OLDER COUSIN'S 15 !!!!!!!!!!! Ah cousin's birthday was awesome . I ate like there's no tomorrow and what's more i miss sakura at somerset (: I guess i just dump the whole plate of sashimi into my small stomach and i didn't care whether i'm bloated or not , i just continue eating and eating like i haven't eaten for years . The raw tuna was gross , cause i can taste nothing but blood . Its 10 times worser than sashimi though they're both raw . It looks exactly like watermelon , and 7 year old kiddo claims that "watermelon" is nice . ( and she's pointing at my plate of tuna soaked in blood ) . Yesterday : Back home after cousin's sleepover for piano lesson . Stressssss , next exam coming up . Oh well , i guess i'll just take it easy (: Headed to Gran's house after piano to visit him cause uncle's went Genting . Boring day . Mom and Dad went out for some hotel seminar today . Meaning i've to stay home and stone til dinner time . Breakfast was late at 10 plus 11 . Damn tired . |
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title: 15 is a bigger number than 14 .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY "9 MONTHS OLDER THAN ME" COUSIN !!!!!!!!! (: Well that's what i know (: kindergarden maths didn't fail at least . HAH . Last training with Adeline before she leaves for Hong Kong . Doing the orientation thingy for quite funny and easy today . As usual , Dione's being damn funny . She made the world laugh again , and i've absolutely no comments about that . Gym's tiring and lao shi added the aeroplane spin to my routine which is damn damn damn awesome . I was super happy (: YAY . Rey Lyn came to school to pass books to Sabrina and also take a look at how we're doing . I miss the sec 4s badly :( AHHHH . Hmmm , back to cousin's place for lunch after training and later i'm gonna be so bloated !!!!!! |
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title: Sleepover !
MY MUSCLES ARE ACHING REALLY REALLY REALLY BAD BAD LY LY !!!!!
NAT : I missed you as much as i missed Adeline when she didn't come for trainings during her Ns . After hearing that you can't make it for training at all , i felt damn disappointed , cause we're not only training for competition but also sec 1 orientation CCA fair thingy . And we're all performing together . We've Adeline , Dione , Sherlyn , and me for the first few coming outs . I'll be waiting for you to come back . Miss you and love you . |
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title: Gym was alright today , quite a successful orientation rehearsal , least i didn't flung anything YET . But i guess soon , as long as wwls were to come . Adeline didn't come today , cause she've some packing to do before she take off to Hong Kong . Sleeping over at cousin's house tomorrow , quite excited for it though most of them were kiddos except one . I sweated like mad today , free water -.- Played throwing hoops after training with Dione and juniors , suddenly felt quite fun . After training , headed home while Dione head to Jurong Point to see Adeline cut hair . Lunch was awesome , though i didn't really had mood to eat so much , cause its just quite a boring day though i spent most of my time in gym laughing cause of Dione . She did a forward roll again . HAHAHAH ! And those that she can't do cause of her operation , she told lao shi that her stomach would explode and all the juices would spill out , yeah i know that's gross if you were to think of it . We had to do bridge and walk over to the other side of the mat . Damn funny , everyone looked like some spider creature crawling . HAHA . Really couldn't help but laugh again . I guess my holiday would be a healthy one as long as i see Dione almost everyday which is what i am doing . (:
MYLITTLEAWESOMESNAILBUDDY!(: DIONEKEHNING: You don't need to feel bad or whatever okay . I mean like we're a team , and you didn't get the taste of ji ti , this is how ji ti feels like . Its fun in a way that we can train together and help one another , but its also bad if we were to sort of feel that we're dragging the team down . Since we agreed to help you , meaning we will and we will make sure you do well . If not what's the point of helping ? If you want me to come to school everyday for extra training with you , I WILL . I kept that as a promise to you , right ? And i won't break it . And whatever you do , remember that we're a team , so there's no such thing as dragging whoever or the whole team down . Its counted as like we are one , and if one person is not good , its counted as the team isn't good . We're willing to help , as long as you do your best . Cause i believe nobody's stupid . So since you said you want your best , then what is there to worry for ? As long as you do your part , there's nothing to be afraid of . We've each other . Don't we ? And i believe that Adeline felt frustrated not cause she finds that you're not doing your best , but she counted every single one of us as a team , one person don't do well , meaning WE don't do well . We have to move together as one . So what if a team of 10 has 9 pros ? They've to pull the last 1 up right ? And not all give up and ended up with nothing accomplished . Dione , we're here for you . I know it feels terrible when everyone even the juniors could do it but you can't . Its time for you to try it out . Trust me , you can as long as you try . That's your phrase for me isn't it ? Whenever my routine is like damn tough and i feel damn fucked up , didn't you kept telling me that i can do it as long as i work for it ? And who's the one who would support me whenever the hoop landed on the floor instead of my hand for big throws ? You need our support too i believe ? No one can do without pillars to support them . I love you as i always do , so does Adeline . DO WELL , ITS YOUR FIRST MASTERED ROUTINE BABY !! (: (: |
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title: Gym was awesome today , though its quite shit cause its one of my first times practicing for the sec 1 orientation CCA fair thingy . My routine is done but lao shi didn't add whatever i want in :( good luh , add only whatever she wants then whatever i say she just don't care about it . Ah shan't elaborate about it . Macs with Dione and Adeline after gym which ended at 12.30 . Omg its damn funny again , i spent the whole time laughing . Haha , don't need a big joke , only need 1 Dione there , enough . HAHAHAH ! Writing something for them and Esther . (: SEE YOU PEOPLE IN GYM TOMORROW !
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