title: Was woke up by mom early the morning at 8.30 ( hello , its a saturday ! ) for piano at 9.30 cause she knows that i take 1/2 hour to get out of my bed . ( by the time i give her a damn frustrated look , dozed off , open my eyes , stretch myself and then stand and stable myself ) Yes , that's me early the morning everyday which is why i had to wake up 1 hour earlier before leave home for school at 6 . Lesson wasn't so bad , though i suck at scales now cause i haven't been touching it for weeks ? Pieces were fine , surprisingly . After teacher left , used the comp .
"Hey bro lets go watch Spy Next Door before you leave for army . " "Sounds like a good idea . Hmm , ask Big bro along . " DA GE! YAO BU YAO QU KAN XI ? " Ah okay . Go lor . Time ? " " 3.55 pm . Mom won't be going . She got something on . " " 'kay . " Ran back to 2nd bro . " He's going . Awesome :D" "Ah that's great . " And he shout to the kitchen . " MAMA ! You settle the movie ticket we go watch lah :p " " AH NA OKAY LAH GO LAH GO LAH ! " That's how nice mom can be at times (: Heh . Labels: I want my teddy bear back .. |
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title: Oh well done guess what ? I just fucked up a POA test . And worse still , its the first test . I got things mixed up , and i guess 10 marks just flewededededed . Kinda sucks . Bused home with Shalini after school , reached home , forget about lunch cause i simply had no appetite and i even forget about feeling hungry . So , pianoed . Surprisingly i haven't forget how to play pirates , and i guess i haven't touched it for around close to a year . Hmm never mind about that . History test was a rush . We only had 1/2 hour to finish up 2 sources . Plus , i was feeling damn tired . So the first 5 minutes were spent on reading one sentence over and over again cause my eyes kept closing . But fortunately i managed to finish everything . Not so bad still , quite simple . Tiring day . CCA tomorrow (:
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title: Adeline Chua :
Hey love , i know you're feeling kinda stress now as i see you train during training today . You would throw the hoop up high , hoping that it'll land on your leg , but unfortunately it just don't seemed to turn out to be that way . I always see it on the floor and as you see it land on the floor instead of your leg , your face changed from some hopeful to disappointed to expressionless and then fucked up expression . I really have no idea on how to help you in this . Reylyn and i went up to you when we saw you lying flat on the floor with the hoop rolling away . You kept assuring us that you're fine . But obviously not very successful . You told me that you're going home cause you felt really tired , well , so am i . I stayed when i don't need to . But you need to . I mean , by the end of the day you're the one that's gonna excel in gym . Yes i can't really help you in that . "I'm not stressed . Its just me . " was a reply i got from you when i asked if you're alright . It feels as though you're sort of pushing me away from stuffs that you think you can handle them all by yourself when i'm trying to help . Frankly speaking , i felt damn bad when i can't help you , but i don't blame you . Cause you've to really concentrate on your studies this year , some big crucial year whereby you'll be sitting for your Os . I wanted to give you a hug today , but you just shake your head and continue to pack your bag . I decided not to irritate any further , so i moved to Michelle's side to watch DJT'S performance . After the performance ended , you were no where to be found . Adeline left without a word was what i though . Whatever it is , don't stress k ? You gotta fish out a decision yourself and answer to lao shi ( -.- ) . I'll respect any decision you make . Pinky promise that i won't stress you further . You're the bestest of the bestest . Together with Nat . (: And lastly , i'm sorry for being such a screwed up junior that will just mess my whole routine up when the crowd gets bigger . Hope to see ya soon smiling . Sorry , this is the most that i can do to cheer you up . Love you as i always do , Hui Hui the Meh Meh the goldfish eyes . |
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title: AH . Blogging's not so bad after all though i don't really have anything good to blog about . Shall just blog about today . I'm so damn fucking sick today . I didn't have sore throat , but my flu was bad enough to change my voice to make me sound exactly like a man . Shalini have been like : awww , are you okay ? " while i shake my head and tell her that i've flu and cough for don't know how many times .. Glad to hear from bro that i get to at least touch the computer after finishing my work , but not everyday . Though its not everyday , but good enough . Better than don't have -.- Today was dangerous . Firstly is what happened during madam teng's class , when Li Min and i got away so closely . I swear she was really panicked when mdm teng walked over . Gotta calm her down . She looked really "pale" and relieved after madam teng walked away . At most don't do anything during her class .. Never mind about that , next was during POA . Sat beside Audrey during lesson . For some reason when Audrey took out a chicken biscuit to munch on , some music started playing from her bag . I SWEAR HER FACE TURNED RED . R-E-D . Immediately she switched off her phone , hug her bag and continue munching on the biscuit . As i calm i her down , i can feel her heart beating so fast that its like gonna explode out of her ribcage the next second . Chill , Auds . Its fine , and thanks for the chicken biscuit (: After school went back to class , got a "GET-WELL-SOON" hug from Jillyn :D YAY . HAHA ! HEH , thanks yaw , awesome buddies :D Went home to finish my POA homework , big bro had moodswings . He gave me a fuck-off look when i accidentally touched the off button of the CPU when i was adjusting my phone to charge it . Sorry then .. Wasn't on purpose .. Next was dinner , simple but i was really bloated after eating 5 mouths . I'm a super energy saver today . Don't ask me , probably cause i'm sick .. Can't wait for gym tomorrow to at least do a bit of exercise and not a after school and home routine -.-
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title: Went to school today and everything's per normal . Ah well , lessons were equally boring . Bro called during class time , went to the toilet to pick up the phone and guess what ? " see you at King albert park's macs for dinner and study . Bro had SAT to sit for before going into army , so i guess he's gonna study too ? Li Min had to go to some girl guide place to buy cookies so she had to leave early . I went to ask around and apparently , no one is free enough to accompany me until 5 when i had to leave for KAP . Never mind , remembered that there's free access lab , so headed there . Sat beside Wendy . She's looking for some anime cartoon thingy that i so not interested in . Tomorrow would be another boring day til thursday when there's gym (: well , now , i find that there's no point training . Adeline , Nat , and i were sort of fucked up after hearing what lao shi said . Look forward to gym now to see gymmates , juniors and have fun with people as well as to learn all those moves that we'd wished to learn .
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title: I swear i had a sucky day today . Please , i even had to quarrel with my mom to go out . What's this ? I'm 15 , not 5 and not 5 months or 5 days or 5 hours or 5 seconds or 5 milliseconds . -.- For some reason , bro talked to her and say that she let me out , but she won't give me a single cent and my phone . Now what's this ? Call this letting me out ? She knows that my phone is important to me , and that i'll die without my phone . Now she come telling me that she'll let me out without my phone . What the heck . Its like indirectly not letting me out . Called Danielle . Told her that i won't have my phone . Talked to Marcus . And what time are they ending ? 4 . And i'll probably reached at 3 or even later . No point going . Cause its so not worth it . I've to sacrifice my phone for just 3 hours out . Or less . Seriously not worth it . Now not having a phone , not allowed to the comp(obviously she's not home and bro's home now? -.- ) , not allowed for outings . Even had a problem with me listening to mp3 . Who in the world can survive with all these man ? Can somebody just kill me now ? -.- Piano-ed for around one half hours . Dad might be bringing us out for dinner or probably we'll just survive on packed food again . Don't mind though , as long as i'm still breathing and my heart's still beating then that's good enough , i don't expect anything else from anyone now . Seriously , i don't see a point in anything now .
Oh so now what ? Guess i'll just have to stick a result slip tight on her face with As . I can do that , but who can assure me that she doesn't bug me whenever i wanna go out to breathe ? Labels: WHAT THE HECK IS THIS ? |
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title: Talking about CCA fair , it was indeed awesome . I didn't screw up , though some of the rest did . And well , i almost screw up though , looking at the video on facebook took my Rey Lyn . I almost missed my hoop . But i didn't (: Well , actually this post was written before the first post . CCA fair ended quite late , around 5 plus . By the time we do our hair properly , its dinner time . Went macs with Dione and Adeline to meet Kenneth and Wavven . Decided to head to town for dinner . I swear each and everyone of them cheer-ed me up for the day . Actually Danielle said that we'll meet Marcus together with the rest on Friday ( cause i know i can't make it saturday ) and in the end they can't make it so i'm felt damn fucked up . Please , i've to tell the rest of my seniors to cover up for me during CCA fair while i escaped . That's one thing . Another thing is that i've to lie to mom to even go out . And how many percentage chance i get to go out and that i escaped from scoldings ? That's really really pathetic . Again , i'm 15 . And again , what the heck . -.- Thanks :
Adeline : Though you don't really know what happened , cause i don't wish to mention it so i didn't let you know , now you know what happened , but i can tell that you did try ways and means to cheer me up . Together with the rest . I really wanna thank you for everything that you've done . We've been through 2 competitions and 2 CCA fairs together . You've been a great senior that is worth for every junior to look upon to . Thanks for all the encouragement during gym when i know i suck to the core . You've made me learn lots of things . We shared lots of private stuffs apart from normal daily school and gym stuffs . Yeah , thanks a lot (: Love you . Good luck for Os . Dione : Thanks for doing the CCA fair . I know its for my sake cause you don't wanna see me upset or whatsoever . I know i shouldn't let you affect me or whatever not . But how can i not ? You're one of my closest friends and also one of those which i care most . Next time , i'm not gonna force you or anything if you don't wish to do anything . I don't see a point anymore . You did great for CCA fair . I must say . Thanks for cheering me up that day too though you didn't know what happened . Love you (: Kenneth and Wavven : You people really made my day by ga jiao-ing me sometimes . HAHAH , i've no idea but i just felt like laughing everytime i see you guys . You two look damn alike and you funny have the "hey i'm funny " face . Yeah , thanks (: |
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title: Camp was awesome !!! Ha , yes , indeed it was . We all just had lots of fun . Most of us cried though after everything . We've got kayaking , rock climbing , flying fox , milo pond , and many many more more games . Sleeping at night was the best after a tiring day . Though the place was disgusting , its the company that counts yeah ! :D Labels: Not ready for school. |
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