Adeline Chua :

Hey love , i know you're feeling kinda stress now as i see you train during training today . You would throw the hoop up high , hoping that it'll land on your leg , but unfortunately it just don't seemed to turn out to be that way . I always see it on the floor and as you see it land on the floor instead of your leg , your face changed from some hopeful to disappointed to expressionless and then fucked up expression . I really have no idea on how to help you in this . Reylyn and i went up to you when we saw you lying flat on the floor with the hoop rolling away . You kept assuring us that you're fine . But obviously not very successful . You told me that you're going home cause you felt really tired , well , so am i . I stayed when i don't need to . But you need to . I mean , by the end of the day you're the one that's gonna excel in gym . Yes i can't really help you in that . "I'm not stressed . Its just me . " was a reply i got from you when i asked if you're alright . It feels as though you're sort of pushing me away from stuffs that you think you can handle them all by yourself when i'm trying to help . Frankly speaking , i felt damn bad when i can't help you , but i don't blame you . Cause you've to really concentrate on your studies this year , some big crucial year whereby you'll be sitting for your Os . I wanted to give you a hug today , but you just shake your head and continue to pack your bag . I decided not to irritate any further , so i moved to Michelle's side to watch DJT'S performance . After the performance ended , you were no where to be found . Adeline left without a word was what i though . Whatever it is , don't stress k ? You gotta fish out a decision yourself and answer to lao shi ( -.- ) . I'll respect any decision you make . Pinky promise that i won't stress you further . You're the bestest of the bestest . Together with Nat . (: And lastly  , i'm sorry for being such a screwed up junior that will just mess my whole routine up when the crowd gets bigger . Hope to see ya soon smiling . Sorry , this is the most that i can do to cheer you up .

Love you as i always do ,
Hui Hui the Meh Meh the goldfish eyes .

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