Hmm , guess what ? Its 2 more days to go . When my life's gonna be so boring and shit . So far , nobody in the family mentioned anything about bro's going into prison day , but i bet all of them can't bear him to leave . Though big bro's got the i-don't-give-a-shit face , but i know he's rather upset cause no one would be there to fight him in frozen throne . Mom would miss the times when 2nd bro loves to make her angry and would cane him when he doesn't hand in work during his primary school days . Dad would miss the time when he got beaten by 2nd bro for chinese chess . I would miss every single thing about him . He did lots of stuffs for me . Some little tiger vocab book , stretch cords , print nice piano pieces , coach me in studies , cover my blanket for me when i'm about to sleep at times , cheer me up when i fucked up simple tests and exams , explain things to me , gives me useful advices , get scolded by mom and dad together when we're not obedient , help one another when we got caned by mom and dad when we were young cause we're playful , bringing back the tuba during his secondary school days to "join" music with me at 11.30 pm when we would wake the whole world up , had study sessions together , meals together , island creamery together , 6th avenue's durian stall together , volleyball together , lots and lots more , so many that i couldn't remember all of them . What i heard was that when i was just 1 year old plus , he came home after school and steal a bite from my biscuit , and immediately i cried so loudly that i thought i would tear the roof down . Thinking back was just all the fun we had together . He understands me best and he never failed to encourage me and make sure i stand up myself to carry on . He wants the best in me and he would make sure i do well in my studies . We share almost everything together . Can i possibly share something with someone that i don't usually share with ? Not even 1st bro . Though he's still my brother , but we're not as close , meaning it wouldn't be the same . So what if anyone could do whatever 2nd bro can ? Its just different . 2 more days , and i swear i'll treasure every single minute .

Love you bro , you've always made yourself the best childhood buddy (:

Labels: i want my teddy bear back badly .

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