title: Shall revive this dead (:
Haven't blog for real long , last post and last tag was like before mid years ? And Hafiz especially wants to read this so yeah (: Life's been fine these few months , ever since after mid years i realised i've been mugging a lot more than before , which is surprising . Time flies , finals are coming , again . Kinda worried for my subjects , cause i don't wanna be a let down again ? Or in another words , a screwed up daughter . Mom've been nice , wasn't as controling as before , bro's mugging for exams too . Basically everyone's busying with whatever they're suppose to do and we haven't really spend much time together as a family to bond . Mom bought me new headphones as my birthday present without me really asking for it , i was quite surprised , though she've been nagging at me whole time that i don't take good care of my things and treating everything for granted . I knew she've meant well so it doesn't really matter . Had a talk with mom , everything went well , she began to be more understanding and i'm quite about it . Now she works , so we hardly spend time together even though it might be weekends . Apart from family , its school . I'm glad that everyone (Vans , Sperm , Bev , Li min , Fion .) tried staying together despite us being in different classes , 3 each . Though i still missed 28th may 2010 , 5.47pm at esplanade , but i gotta learn that that's the past , and it won't be back . We could only make it happen again , but the exact same things won't happen again . I missed Vans , for she's the one who brought all of us together , and when there're conflicts going on , she've been trying to hold us all tight so that we won't split . She often made a fool of herself just to make all of us laugh at her to make us happy . She isn't calculative , and she forgives but doesn't forget easily . She can be full of vulgarities , but overally still nice and sweet . On my side , though most of the time i could be quite mean to her , she's still the reason why everything's everything . I love the photo that she printed for me in the polka doted envelope . And i'll never forget it (: Thanks Vans , for forgiving me for all my nonsense at the earlier part of the year , and accepting me as a close friend , i love you (: I'm here always , if you need me , and don't need to worry that you haven't include me everytime , i'm fine , as long as you are (: I missed Li Min , for she's the only one that could tolerate me for the whole half year . I've no idea how , but she's just able to do it . Though i'm thankful that we weren't quarreling anymore , i still miss her retardedness at class , singing "baby" with hiccups . I still kept the bottle thingy that she gave me during the beginning of the year , and it has always been in my pencilcase . I've absolutely no plans on placing it anywhere else cause i won't bother about it . She's also one of the two , who walked together with me through sec 1 , 2 , and 3 . Though we weren't in the same class anymore , i still miss the little things we did together . And of course , i looked forward to have outings together again . Thanks Li min , a lot . I love you , am here always . (: Good luck for finals . I missed Bev , for she's our portable MP3 player in class when lessons get boring . Taylor swift and owl city . She's a heavy sleeper , and it can get so bad that if you were to scream into her ear she could still be asleep . I've no idea how the heck she can be so dead , but i know she's like me (: She's called Bev for a reason :D HAHA , i couldn't help but to laugh at her everytime i see her . She's got a cute face , especially with that bangs . Baby fingers and Baby feet :D She didn't judge me when she knew me at first , but instead during the beginning of the year i could tell she was trying to know me better by :" eh suhui i no partner leh! for camp how! must partner huh! must huh! ' HAHA i was like huh okay okay . She've got low self esteem , and most of the time , we had to help her with it (: But now i'm kinda sad that we weren't as close as before , though now sometimes she still sits together with us . Thanks Bev , for all the encouragement you gave me during my competition , and all the comfort , yeah you know what (: I'm here always , and you don't needa worry if i'm fine k (: re read what i wrote you in the letter (: I love you . I MISSED THE 3 OF YOU , LIKE HELL LOT . --------------------- Adeline chua : i've a lootttt to catch up with you that its too much for me to say it here , including a routine . ---------------------------- Met a friend , he's nice , he's really encouraging . He's really fun to be with , and he doesn't judge me . His favourite hobby was to disturb me that i can't find the exit . He's an awesome friend (: Alright gotta rush all my work ! GOOD LUCK BABIES FOR FINALLSSSSSSS ! ~ |
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