Today was just terrible , had POA lesson early the morning which i'm almost late for but in the end i made it just on time . Lesson lasted for the whole of 4 freaking hours , i kept yawning , was freaking tired . After POA finally ended , Shermaine and i headed to macs . She received a call from her mom that her mom's already there , so she just left . Never mind , after buying mc flurry i head back to school to be an extra in Mrs Shum Social Studies' remedial . (: Frankly speaking , i did miss Mrs Shum , when we had all the fun in class disturbing her , laughing at whatever wrong pronoucation she made though it was lame . In fact i miss the whole of my sec 2 life . But just gotta move on to sec 3 and get heavier stress as we grow older . I swear SS lesson was a joke , we end up passing letters around , especially Jillyn the awesome buddy of mine . Somehow the paper balls just kept flying to and fro me . :D HAHAH , had a great time . But that only lasted in the morning . Gym was a complete different thing . I used to look forward to gym trainings though they're tough when i was in sec 1 and 2 . But i don't seemed to this year and i've totally no idea why . I'm not sure if i've lost interest in it or what , i don't care ? But i just don't feel as "home" as how i felt during sec 1 and 2 . Jin Hui left , was one big thing that i'm trying to get used to . There're still many other things , inside and outside school and gym . Talked to Adeline today about you , and what "advice" i got from her was to not talk to you again , but i kinda find it quite mean to do that , cause we've been close for quite a number of years and i don't wanna spoil the friendship that we've been spending time to build up throughout these many years . You might not know how i'm feeling right now , i don't intend to let you know any more things and neither am i gonna spoil the friendship , cause i can totally feel that you're looking down on me cause of whatever's happening and also , i believe God let us be together in the same class for 3 years for a reason . I don't like it , and i can assure you that if you were to push my limit any further , you can't blame me for not holding my words . I really can't stand it anymore , i always hope you would understand . I still love you .

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