Its halloween and i'm spending the time with cousins . Went to cousin's house while mom and aunt go for business talks at harbourfront with uncle , leaving me and 2 kiddos and a maid at home . Having lunch and dinner there . Hmmm anyway, i look forward for next year , though i missed this year . And i especially look forward to chinese new year cause i get to get new stuffs . (: Oh well , school's over . Now i began to miss school alot cause its damn boring at home . Least today i get to have fun . (: and then tomorrow would be gran's house ? another cousin gathering . hawhawhaw . Anyway , i've no idea why but i suddenly don't look forward to gym trainings . Thinking about doing up my routine sucks ass . Its damn tiring and i just wished that i can do everything and i can do anything i like but apparently its not my choice . I don't have any choice here . And perhaps its cause Jin Hui is leaving that makes me lost interest in it . Though Adeline claims that she's coming for the trainings . Omg starting from 17 nov i'm gonna be so tired plus lazy . Its a everyday training thing . I'm sure lao shi's gonna scream at me . Now i finally get it why Jodie and Adeline didn't wanna be in Optionals . Its not only the vs people in national team but a lot more than that . Grah , i don't know what to do .... hmmm til here . byebye!